Jag är Gud

Jag är Gud
A performer faces a towering black-and-white portrait projected onto the dark stage.

Video and lighting for an autobiographical stage piece about bipolar disorder.

Jag är Gud is an autobiographical one-man show by dancer and performer Danne Dahlin about living with bipolar disorder. I got involved through a mutual friend who introduced me to Danne, and we spent months talking about the piece.

When Danne graduated, he had already caught the attention of leading choreographers and was headed for a career in dance. Nineteen years later, electroshock treatment and heavy medication had left him barely able to move. In 2018 he disappeared in Los Angeles and was found surrounded by American police with drawn weapons; his bipolar disorder had taken hold again. In Jag är Gud he looks back on his life: a youth as a promising dancer, his constant chase for love, parties with Russian oil billionaires and Spanish hitmen, his first manic episode in New York, and the stable years that in the end could not keep the illness at bay.

The challenge was making Danne's stories visible on stage while keeping the lighting simple. The show premiered at Kilen, Kulturhuset Stockholm in November 2024. It sold out and ran a second time.

"Danne Dahlin lets us see his experience through the eye of the storm, a calm place in chaos. [...] When Danne Dahlin takes command of his self-exposing story, it is brave, human, and beautiful." (Anna Ångström, Svenska Dagbladet)

Danne Dahlin performed the piece, with Jakob Bladh directing and Teresia Björk as Danne’s mentor. I did the video and lighting, Rose Hallgren the scenography and Amadeus Rudolfsson the sound.